Time runs too slow....

I dont want to get sentimental today but I'm not feeling ok. Im not fine if you want to ask..

Everytime I feel like this, one thing is for sure...Im not happy anymore. I am not enjoying anymore. I like to bit my self a little harder for me to be awaken.. But I want to be asleep rather than to realize where am I.. I could never be asleep forever. I have my ambitions that I have to accomplish. Maybe not that luxurious, not that extravagant, but still I can say that I got it.

The road is heading through it. Maybe I'm a little shy, or I'm just a coward. Life's tough!!!

We could never say everything in the air and in an instant, it will all come true.

Nobody could say that I'm not a fighter. But still a fighter is just a man....

I'm thinking of what will happen next. I want a fix plan.. And today, Im afraid of what will happen next.. I dont know what to think and where to run to and to whome to be with...

Im tired, as what I said yesterday, but Im not complaining. It is just what I feel. If you love your work, we will never be tired of doing it. And if you love the people in it, you will wish to be there as always... today, I'm dropping my thumb down for that......